Love As A Painful Process Essay, Research Paper

One day, I shall open a diary with a promise, resolving to keep it, everyday until the turn of the millennium. I fell suddenly and helplessly in love, with an unlikely main action, idea behind it many seem unimportant. But one shall find a number of reasons in my story. I wonder whether love is powerful enough to overcome the strongest obstacles and conquer commitment to the dead and renunciation of human being. I spend my time trying to comfort myself with my faithfulness. I have a distinct feeling that my devotion to death was so intense that I claimed at the beginning that I was already in my grave. Inside me, she has created a strong obstacle to love so that I might illustrate my idea that love conquers all. My experience had made me bitter and sore as if I’ve gone through a painful learning process. Yes, with courage and painful honesty, I have to admit that my disillusioned or even delirious words and action seem to make me an impossible candidate for love. But I’m the one who is soon confessing to others that I’ve fallen headlong for her. For me, the force of love was once so strong that I even claimed happiness at being “stabbed” by her.

The idea, of course, is not new or surprising. It has been the cause of life for all of us. Perhaps the obstacles themselves, together with the involvement produced by will and anger, cause love. I see disappointment, frustration, annoyance, anger, and despair. Yet at the high point of all these negative feelings, I see love. Could I be saying that it is a mixture of such feelings that brings out love? It rained today, harder than yesterday, harder than ever. I hope it will not rain tomorrow.