My Walls Essay, Research Paper

I don’t know what I feel for certain

I know what I want to feel

But what I want is wrong

I’m reaching for the wrong things

What I know as true is illogical and inane to you

But do I worry about this?

Do I even consider your feelings?

I suppose you already know the answers to these questions

Everyone seems to know the answers

Everyone knows the path I should be heading

Everyone but me

So here I stand before you

Broken and scorched

The brutal battle against myself I am losing

Losing miserably

Some of you may want to help me

But I know you really want

But it doesn’t really matter

I am lost

And you will not find me

For I won’t let you enter or pass through my walls

The walls of my lies and my hate.