O Pioneers Essay, Research Paper

Sitting here watching the tears fall down my face,

Wondering if this feeling I?m having will ever be replaced

Knowing about the sadness inside,

Makes me want to go run and hide

Deep thoughts of my emotions come to mind

Trying to find wondering why

Hoping it will leave

Making myself not believe

But I know it won?t go away

This deep agony I am feeling is going to stay

As I pray to the lord above; make this feeling joys of love

He?s kissing me as I lie on the bed

But obscene pictures are running through my head

As we gaze at each other

Staring deep inside of one another?s eyes

I realize

This is love I am experiencing

As I look up I find myself staring at the ceiling

Noticing myself to yet make this a more pleasurable feeling

As he places his hands on my thighs

And starts to move upward

I begin to have this warm sensation felling throughout my whole entire body

I feel as if I am dying a gratifying death

Hours have gone by,

But those seem as seconds

Love is in the air,

As if I am having a lifetime affair

He holds me

Rubbing my body with care,

As I know that this is true love I am experiencing

As he gets up and says goodbye

He realizes this was totally a natural high

As I fall to my knees

Begging him to please stay

He then turns around and says,

I love you,

And therefore my dear,

I will never, ever go away.