Moments Essay, Research Paper

I know I said yes,

But deep down inside,

Divided,

Undecided.

Days passed.

That night,

Before the day,

Sleepless,

Full of thoughts,

Questions come and go.

Now as I lay,

Naked,

Still undecided,

Seconds away,

Soon virgin no more.

Closed my eyes,

Not knowing,

What to feel.

Maybe proud,

Of this occassion,

When proof of love I give.

Maybe depressed,

No turning back,

Soon purity all gone.

Is this act,

Worth it I ask,

I’ve sacrificed,

Woman’s only hope,

Of declaring,

Decency,

Purity.

Finished.

All gone.

Never could be undone.

I cried.