Dr.J Essay, Research Paper

Tonja,

hey whtas up? your probably playing your game right now! i bet your doing

good ! practice sucked, it was so hot!! i dunno!!! but anyways Sunday on icq

i asked brad if you said anything about me, and he just said ?no, she was like

all over the guys though? it?s ok if you were i mean u don?t have to not be all

over guys anymore, but i mean i just dont? like when people like say that they

like me and then do that, i?m not saying you did it i?m just saying….. like it?s

like u lead me on sometimes! but i probably do it too…. it?s ok don?t worry, it

just makes me feel bad…. i still like u as much as i used to…. but i guess you

don?t like me as much but thats ok too…. ok it?s like 8 30 now…. i just got

off the phone with krupa! he has changed so much…. like hes not rude and

loud anymore he?s like quiet and like shy, like he doesn?t know me anymore!!

it?s sad!!! i miss the kid! ok now it?s 9 30, wheres the time going!!! i don?t

want to go to sleep cause then next thing i know i?m getting up for school!!!

well school isn?t so bad anymore but it?s still not cool…. hey i?m writing! this

actually is taking me a long time!! cause i?m slow and can?t think of stuff!!

oh man u want to know a good song… don?t tell anyone i said this

PLEASE!!!! all 4 one – so in love…. ok don?t tell anyone tonja!!! i always

think of you when i listen to it, because thats how i always imagined us. like

not caring about anything for a little while and just thinking about eachother

just being together and everything being perfect, it?s just like the song but

that would be embarrassing. but anyways, i mean i still think of you as like

my girl. i mean i won?t go out with other people and stuff for a while at

least…. like i like u so much but i don?t know if i want to go out because of

your mom, that really bothers me!!!! i wish things were different with her… it

would be perfect… i?m serious i bet it would be perfect. but thats not the case

with her u know! it?s ok i understand where she is coming from, well i dunno

it?s been a while u know…. but still. ok i?m going to tell you something all

gay and weird but like i know that nothing has changed for me because

before i go to sleep everynight, instead of dreaming about shaina bradigan or

some other girls i always think of you. i mean i guess it sorta makes me want

to go to school just because i get a feeling when i?m with you that i like never

get. it?s like that nervous little kid feeling where you are scared to talk to the

girl because you don?t know if you?ll do something stupid or something

wrong and make them not like you… do you knwo what i mean, like it?s that

feeling i used to get when i was like 11 and asking some girl out… it?s just

wierd!!! i havne?t got that for a long time!!! like i never used to get it with

you but it?s weird! ok thats enough gay *censored* for me to say…. i dunno listining

to that so in love song made me miss you and thats how i think when i miss

you!!! but now i?m listining to big tymers so it?s all better,,, i?m sorry about

my gayness earlier in the note!!! ok i dunno whats wrong with me////

anyways i wonder how you did in your game?? i hope you did good! i can?t

wait till baseball!!! oh god i love that sport so much, and softball will be

really fun for you too i promise you it will be!!! i can?t wait till i can drive!!!

oh god!!! i want a car bad, i want a talon or a eclipse!! i bet i?ll get a nice first

car and yes i?ll drive you home from school but i bet your mom would get

mad. but it?s quicker than riding the bus you know! maybe she won?t be mad

it?s just a ride home!! but i don?t even want to think about that cause i?m not

even 16 yet!! and i DONT have a car and i DONT have a license… see i get a

little ahead of my self, ok how about this… i can?t wait for WINTER so i can

snowmobile!!! me and chad and brian are gonna have so much fun this

winter!!! but brian can never go out of like a 5 mile range from his house!!

but me and chad can go like whereever we want when ever so it?ll be fun!!!

oh god i can?t wait!!! i love it so much! but i gotta go!! ~ ~~~~ ~~~

BrandoN

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